Holly Madison Says She “Hated” Having “Disgusting” Group Sex With Ex Hugh Hefner

Holly then playfully denounced the myth that their 53-year age gap changed the tone of their relationship. Indeed, the former couple’s age jump has raised eyebrows over the years, as she was 22 and Hugh—who died in 2017 at age 91—was 75 when their relationship started in 2001.

“Everybody has this horror story of how gross an old man’s body must be,” she continued. “I feel like there was a time when I couldn’t post anything without some dumbass in the comments like, ‘Oh, old balls,’ or something like that. Maybe some people’s balls do get old and nasty, but I’ve never seen such a thing.” 

The Playboy Murders star also reflected on their 2007 breakup, when Hugh left a print-out of his will on her side of the bed as she packed her bags to leave the mansion. 

“I had already broken off with him and he was trying to get me to stay. It was kind of a low-key bribe,” she reflected on that moment. “But it was also sad because he [couldn’t] sit me down and talk to me about it.”